I’m moving! I’ve put a lot of thought into it, and I don’t want to just change my URL here, not just yet, but I slowly want to dissociate myself from this particular blog. I like new beginnings sometimes!
My dream world is where I can play any MMO with skin color customization without being asked why I’m a nigger. Or play any game without being called a nigger. Or go about my life without being called a nigger.
I absolutely love when a group of friends of mine discuss our backgrounds and beliefs late at night, and there’s no arguing, only sleepy rambles. I’m at complete peace when I’m with my agnostic and Catholic friends, babbling on about kind acts and the afterlife. We don’t fight; we just listen to one another.
I try so hard to pass as neurotypical in public, and it’s really hurting me more than usual lately. Now I have to decide what hurts more, strangers’ judgements and prejudices, or constantly performing for an unaware audience.
I really hope you will find an environment one…
Thank you. You are very kind.
One of my biggest reasons for getting into teaching is to help create a more accepting environment for other disabled people. I may feel pressured to pass as neurotypical and/or allistic, but maybe, just maybe, I can help someone feel okay about being themselves.
I feel incredibly sick today, so I should be in bed, but I finally reached the teacher I’m volunteering for, and we meet Monday to schedule my days. I’m so excited and afraid. I’ve never done something like this, but I love kids, even if they’re full of snot.
Lately I’ve been having a lot of religious feelings, I guess you could call them spiritual awakenings of some sort. I’d like to perhaps share more of that side of me here, but I understand how annoying and uncomfortable that can be, especially for my atheist and anti-theism followers.
I’m not sure what to tag religious posts for Tumblr Savior, maybe “religious rambles?”
If I annoy you and/or make you feel uncomfortable, you are free to unfollow. Mental health is important, so never feel obligated to follow me if religious things upset or trigger you.